Thursday, October 5, 2006

MC!


it's been a loooong while.

thirty-ninepointfivedegreecelcius.
c'mon, burn, let the overwhelming heat blow away my brain cells. desensitize my tastebuds and let my joints loosen till they cant hold my frame up.

mother to doctor: "please give my daughter the extra powerful antibiotic that you prescribed to my husband and i before."

good game (:

serves me right for the caffeine overdose, horrible diet, lack of physical activity and accumulated deprivation of sleep. throw in self-delusion as well. yayy.

snap out of it you sadistic girl.

inexplicably there's this little anger burning from within, though directed at no one in particular, perhaps myself cos when the temperature soared instead of going down aft a 2hr shut-eye ytd afternoon, i felt truly defeated. darn it for getting the parents worried and for having to miss the action at this point of time. cant bear this sense of detachment for long, will be back the minute the powerful anitbitiotic unleashes its power.

i'm sorry, and thank you to those who genuinely care; emotional support speeds up recovery (:

20++ days and year 1 of college comes to a conclusion.

/ sometimes, you're on the other side of the world to me